STAY AWAY

How is your life?

I’m not fine….

It’s because my life change

My family change

I can’t take an English course

I can’t buy sweet dress, cool Tees, Fancy accessories

Ugg Boots is just only in my dream

Everything is changing now

And No one knows…..

When every girls coloring their hair

When every girls improving their kit

I’m not

I’m not

Because I lost my wallet life

I wish I have A Job

I know that I haven’t

Life is like in your mind, my friend says it.

But my mind has built by the reality that I have nothing

Hey...

Life is not merely about money, jewelry and beauty

27 Agustus 2009 00.09

  

My Life

How is your life?
I’m not fine….
It’s because my life change
My family change
I can’t take an English course
I can’t buy sweet dress, cool Tees, Fancy accessories
Ugg Boots is just only in my dream
Everything is changing now
And No one knows…..
When every girls coloring their hair
When every girls improving their kit
I’m not
I’m not
Because I lost my wallet life
I wish I have A Job
I know that I haven’t
Life is like in your mind, my friend says it.
But my mind has built by the reality that I have nothing
Hey...
Life is not merely about money, jewelry and beauty

27 Agustus 2009 00.09

The saddest feelin’

 I never know it before

 Until the time shows this damn fact slowly, honey..

Why do you pretending to me?

This pain...i can’t take it, you know?

You lie to me, lie to me

I got bad imagination both you and her

Both of the shit same name ( I don’t wanna care )

You said things that I never supposed to be

Said the worst words that I ever heard from you

Try to figure out this problem and said

“I don’t GIVE A DAMN”

But I can’t forget all about you

Yes, I do love you

You left me left me alone

I got sick, so sick of you

Take “it” and I can sleep away

Take “it” and my hands bleed

                                                                                                19 Feb ’08

                                                                                                 23 : 03

Belum Bisa Tidur........ @.@

Belum bisa tidur..

Hari ini hari terrakhir di bulan April.Ups..udah tanggal 1 denk.

By the way, hari ini berjalan seperti biasanya aja. Tugas..hmmphh.. ga ada abisnya deh klo diomongin. Tugas yang masih nunggu tuh 1 ½ lagi ngerjain buku PLSBT yang dikumpulin sebelum UAS, udah gitu penelitian Language in Society (belum dimulai sekalipun) bayangin aja deh, tugas BK a.k.a Bimbingan Konseling 1 Buku, terus 1 bab buku tambahan dirangkum dan dikumpulin jum’at depan! NO! hhh….kapan c bebas dari tugas.T.T
Pengen banget bisa LIBURAN! Seandaianya bisa nabung dari dulu,,ini mah boro. Liburannya ngapain? Dirumah terus tiap hari?ga ngapa2in? plingan nanti akhir juli-awal agustusan 1 minggu ke Banjaran ikut P2M. mudah2an aja seru..hmpphh…
Pengen ke PANTAI! Bayangkanlah.. sudah 7tahun..7 tahun gak pergi ke pantai! Ya ampun..lama bgt?hidup dmana c aku tuh?sampai - sampai aku udah lupa gimana rasanya tiupan angin pantai? @.@ tapi itu juga ga mungkin. Mw ke pantai mana..mana uangnya?hehe

Pengen liburan sama DION aja ga akan kesampaian..pdhl pengen banget..Cuma aja ga bisa. Kita sama – sama ga nabung.. nta nanti reuni (maunya dia tuh..ketemu temen2 cewenya trus…..UuUuUuU..liat aja klo dia deket2 cewe lain! Awas aja kalo pulang dari reuni 2HARI itu ngerubah semua sikap dia ma aku…!!!awas,,,!!!pokoknya nanti aku ga mau nelpon2 dia atau hubungin dia deh kalo dia lagi REUNI. Bukan apa – apa MALES aja kalau lagi nelpon ada suara – suara berisik..apalagi kalo kedengaran SUARA CEWE2 th jadi backsoundnya!mendingan ga usah nelopn dripada BT SETENGAH MATI! Udah gitu ga akan sms juga..males aja kalau Tanya dia lagi apa..lgi ini,..lgi itu..UuU..twnya ada temen2 cewe2nya yg ikutan nimbrung (PASTI DIA GA AKAN BILANG) males aja..udah mendingan aku mah GA NGHUBUNGIN DIA DULU 2 HARI daripada aku kesel seumur hidup ma dia @.@. aku rasa dia juga butuh refreshing ma temen2nya..udah penat n’ berantemmm terus ma aku tiap hari,, mudah2an reuni bikin dia seneng..kecuali ama cewe2!!!! (posesif bgt ya gw?he^^)
Mudah2an hidup2 lebih baik, hubungan aku lebih baik…,

I LOVE U NTA!

Pengen tidur aja ah.. mudah2an bisa.
Hoaammmphhh

01-05-09 00:50